i miss love because i am not romantic anymore. i think i am losing out, waiting on someone that may never come, but i am stubborn. each passing day i realize that i have my best friend & i cannot go back on what i meant when i said she is my best friend. love & romance will never come before friendship anymore, you know why? because friendship is so much better than loving & being romantic. friendships lasts lifetimes, much longer than love. i think i fucked things up the first couple of times & it will never happen again. i am living my life until i run across that person that will reawaken the hopeless romantic in me & when that does happen then i know she will put a ring on me.