friends are hard to forged but friendships are even harder to strengthen then maintain. there are always people who seem to fit better, laugh louder, and understand each other on deeper levels than others.
i am saying this because i am noticing the divide and i am acknowledging its existence. it is hard for me to believe though because at my core i am optimistic, if not, stupid, young, and naive. i just feel doped like how Patrick would feel if he saw Spongebob sharing BFF shit with someone else. it just sucks, that is all. but it is what it is and what will be is me retiring the word “best friend” from my lexicon. why? because i do not serious believe that anyone can actually be that, without sucking up too much that they become a groupie.
